a little scary
I just want all the drugs and to lay in bed all day. Wah. Pity party of one.
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.
Slowly realizing how much everything has changed in the past few weeks. And how much more things are going to change in the weeks coming up. I’m terrified. I think I’m going to lose someone very close to me. Maybe it’s finally time, but that doesn’t matter I’m not okay with it. I guess at this point though I don’t have a choice. Not that I ever did. It’s time to finally accept that I choose this life and to embrace it. All I can say is that I’m just so sorry. For everything. Nothing last forever. Everything happens for a reason.